Job searching with a Master of Science in Cybersecurity, which I earned in November 2023, has been an unexpectedly challenging and emotionally draining experience. Despite the hard work and late nights I poured into my degree, I’ve spent the past year struggling to find a position that reflects my skills and aspirations. Working at Rosa Parks Elementary in San Diego, CA, while meaningful, often feels like a world apart from the cybersecurity field I’m so passionate about. Each rejection email chips away at my confidence, leaving me feeling stuck and questioning if I’ll ever land the job I’ve worked so hard to qualify for.
This blog is my way of channeling those feelings into something constructive. Writing about my journey—the highs, the lows, and everything in between—helps me process the weight of these emotions and remind myself that I’m not alone in this struggle. Sharing my thoughts here also gives me hope: hope that by reflecting on my progress and connecting with others, I’ll rekindle my belief that I have what it takes to succeed in cybersecurity. Someday, I know I’ll look back at this as just one chapter in my story—a stepping stone on the path to a fulfilling career.
Today I am continuing my Luedtke-Rice family research project. This project started as a way to organize family-line notes, DNA clues, public records, and source questions in one place so that I could come back to the research later without losing the trail. A lot of genealogy work is not just about finding one name.…
On May 8, 2026, I am adding this Beck family-line research page to my Luedtke-Rice research website at https://luedtkerice.j03.page/Mbeck-family-line-research.html. This page focuses on the Beck family line connected to Barbara Beck, Barbara Maier, Constantin Beck, Lustdorf, Odessa, Russia, Tyndall, Bon Homme County, South Dakota, and the Kiehlbauch family line. This research is connected to TG935097…
For May 7, 2026, I am adding a new research page to the Luedtke-Rice family research website: https://luedtkerice.j03.page/Mplatt-rice-family-line-research.html This page is part of TG491628 and focuses on the Platt and Rice family-line research, especially the connected Shapley, Rice, Ellis, Gridley, Bair, and Canadian/Ontario research clues. The purpose of this page is to preserve detailed notes,…