Today, I felt utterly crushed. It seemed like every cybersecurity job application I submitted was ignored, tossed aside without even a glance. Despite all the effort I put into tailoring my resumes and cover letters, it felt like my work was going unnoticed, leaving me feeling more and more hopeless. It’s hard to shake the feeling that all my dreams and hard-earned qualifications are for nothing. I’ve been job searching for a long time, and each rejection chips away at my confidence.
However, today also brought a bit of light. I came across some promising opportunities with SAIC and Intuit, both for Network Operation Center roles. These are exactly the kind of positions I’ve been hoping for, and it gave me a small sense of hope. Still, the frustration remains, knowing how many applications I’ve sent without hearing back.
But despite these feelings, I’m not giving up. I’ve decided that in the coming weeks, I will continue my job search. Instead of submitting just three applications a day, I’ll aim for five. I know I need to improve my resume even more, making it more readable and impactful for HR professionals. I’ll take the time to refine it, ensuring that it stands out and reflects the skills I’ve gained throughout my journey in cybersecurity. The goal is for HR to not just read my resume but to truly appreciate it.
This blog, where I share my thoughts and feelings, is also a part of my process. Writing about my struggles helps me release the emotions I’ve been holding inside, and it reminds me that I’m not alone. I’m also using this space to reflect on my journey, track my progress, and remind myself that setbacks don’t define me. I’m still learning, growing, and pushing forward, even when it feels impossible.
While today was tough, I’m committed to continuing my journey. I know that each small step, each application, and each improvement will eventually get me closer to the career I’ve been dreaming of. One day, I’ll look back at this moment and see how far I’ve come.
Think Positive Cyber 